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[13 Nov 2005|03:18am] |
Just working a lot. A lot!
21 in 3 weeks. I'm not really that excited.
Shaun hasn't really seen Brayden in over a month. I guess I don't mind too much. I just feel bad for Brayden. He doesn't deserve such a shitty father.
I'm moving out in January, should be good times.
Hope you guys are all doing well.
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| Shorty Pie. |
[13 Oct 2005|08:40pm] |
How are you guys doing? Swell, I hope. It's been awhile since I've updated this thing. Been busy, I guess.
I work about 50 hours a week now, and it rocks. It seems like all I do is work, sleep, and spend time with Brayden. I guess I'm quite content with that now, though. I think I'm finally starting to appreciate the single life. It's been awhile now, and I'm actually quite content with my life. I go out once or twice a month, and other than that - I'm sitting at home with the kiddo, since I have full custody of him now. It's been over a month now, and I love it. I wish it could have been like this since the beginning.
My mom had surgery today. She had a hysterectomy. I went to the hospital after work tonight to visit her for a little while, and she seems to be doing well, I just can't stand to see her in pain like that. I hate seeing her not be able to take care of herself, and I'd imagine she hates it just as much, if not more.
Brayden turned 4 this past Saturday, he's getting so big. I can't believe it. He's so tall, and learning so much, it's amazing to me. It was a real nice party. Fun, lots of kids. I think he's spending the night with his aunt tomorrow night, because his cousins want him to go to their baseball game on Saturday, and it's been a long week, so I need some time away from it all. It'll be good for me, I hope. I turn 21 in 6 weeks, and I think I'll be making a trip to Dallas to see an old friend. We're going to have to see how this all works out. For the best, I hope.
Happy Birthday, Casce. I know I called you on Sunday, but still. Gah, how old are you now? Eighty? I'm joking. I can't wait to hang out with you guys on Sunday, hopefully. I'm really looking forward to it.
Hope all is well in your world. Things are looking up in mine.
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| My stuff in a nutshell. |
[15 Aug 2005|08:27am] |
It's been a long week. A ton happened at work. I haven't seen my family much, as I've been over at Randy's house a lot. He's been selling a bunch of his stuff, because he doesn't want to take it on the move with him to Denver. He's giving his boss his "2 weeks notice" on August 22nd. I'm still not positive when he's leaving, but he's going for sure.
It's going to be really rough, but with a few friends by my side, I'm sure I can make it. I'm a big girl, and I've known this was coming for awhile now, so I guess I'm sort of just preparing myself for the fall that I know is about to take place. I sure am going to miss him, though.
I got paid Friday, so I went out and treated myself to a couple books. I want to start reading/studying again like I did when I was in New Jersey. It kept a lot of my time occupied, and it kept me feeling really smart. So, I bought two books. One is called "Catching Killers" and the other one is "I know you really love me." The first is explained. The second one is about girls who've been killed because of psycho ex's that stalk them, and stuff like that. I'm really excited to start reading them. Not bad for $14 at Half Price books.
Got Brayden for a little while. God that kid is growing like a weed. It's kind of nice to have his Aunt around to watch him for me when I need her to. As much as I work, I can't afford to NOT have a babysitter. So, he spent a little time with her, and his cousins, and I'm more than positive that he enjoyed it. He went back to Shaun's yesterday. It's his brother's first birthday on the 27th, so Shaun wanted to take him so that he could hang out with the family for Ethan's birthday party. I don't mind, I'd expect the same if I had another one running around.
So, things are going decent over here. I'm pretty content right now. I'm making good money, I've already put some away to savings, and I'm paying my mom off just like I'm supposed to... so things are going smoothly. But, I'm at work, so I must get back to the daily grind now. I'll update more when I get another chance.
I miss you guys. I gotta talk to some of you, so we can schedule a hang out time. I'm pretty much only free on the weekends, or late evenings. But we need to work something out, guys. <3 Hope all is well where you are.
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| Tiny update for my regular viewers. |
[04 Aug 2005|12:06pm] |
Things are going swell here at work. I get Brayden back on Sunday night, so that'll be fun. He's going to go stay with his Aunt Stacie for a few days, because she hasn't seen him in awhile, and I figured since I'm going to have him for a few weeks, that it'd be alright. So, we'll see how all this goes.
Thank God tomorrow is Friday. The boss (Jerri Ward) went to Baltimore for a conference Mon-Wed, and when she got back lastnight, she realized that her poison ivy that she's had for about a week now, was acting up, so she went to the ER, they gave her some drugs, and now she can't drive into work... so she's home getting some much needed rest, I'm sure.
I'm still loving my job, it's very busy. But I'm learning a lot, it's in the Law field, and it's interesting, and there's always something to do. I love the people I work with. I just love it. It really is a dream job. I've been here for two weeks now! Hehe.
Me and Randy are doing great. He's amazing. He still plans on moving to Denver at the end of next month. These dead end relationships kill me, man. But it's okay, I'm enjoying my time with him, and when he leaves, he leaves. I'm a big girl, and I'm sure I'll be okay - but going from day to day, knowing that it's only a short time before he leaves, really upsets me. Oh well, such is life. I'll be living the single life for awhile, I'm sure. Just trying to focus on me. I can't handle anything serious at the moment, so I'm just going to have fun, especially since my 21st birthday is coming up.
God, it's been over a year since I've drank... isn't that crazy? I thought I'd never see the day, but alas, I have. I'm finally growing up guys, what the fuck? Haha. I hope everyone is doing well, and I need to hang out with some of you fuckers sometime soon, it's been awhile.
Love, love, love.
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[02 Aug 2005|10:48am] |
so, i'm sittin here at work. i've got lunch in a little while, and i just got some free time, so i thought i'd give everyone a random update.
i'm loving this. i work 8-5:30 mon-fri, and i loooove it. nice pay. good people. it's a law firm, so it's excellent experience. it's just wonderful. located next to highland mall, in the centineal towers. nice. and it's not a bad drive in the mornings, comin from randy's house.
it's pretty sweet, all in all.
things are goin great. randy's amazing. work's amazing. i get brayden back on friday, so that'll be amazing.
things are great. i hope all is well where you are, fuckers. <3
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[20 Jul 2005|04:26pm] |
i start my new job tomorrow.
receptionist/office assistant/personal assistant at a law firm.
it should be nice. the hours are nice. pay is absolutely wonderful, and it's a nice cozy environment. AND it's right next to my mom's office.
fun stuff. <3 wish me luck.
oh, i miss randy. it's ok, i get to see him tonight.
hope all is well where you are.
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[11 Jul 2005|11:01am] |
went to la this weekend to see the family. took randy with me, and they all absolutely adore him. and i think it's so cute. heh. my grandma just couldn't get enough of him. i think he liked bein out there, too. out by the lake. it's so surreal at times, when you're just sittin - watchin the boats in the water and whatnot. it was nice. saw brayden, too! we took him with us. he was a holy terror, but i love him to no end. of course.
my grandpa isn't doin too great, but we expected it. he looked a lot worse than i expected, though. the last words i spoke to him "i love you!" ...i hope he always remembers that. if this was the last time i get to see him. i hope he pulls out of this. although, he's almost 90... so he's gettin up there, and he's lived a long and very nice and useful life... so i'm glad he got the best out of it. but it's still goin to be hard to see him go.
got home yesterday, took a shower... then went and stayed the night at randy's. it was nice. we ate, went to see 'dark water' and then he played video games for a bit, and i layed next to him on the bed, and i passed out. i was so tired.
today's goin to be a good day, i can feel it. got my two gallons of ozarka, eatin pizza now... gonna clean up a little bit, and probably rest for awhile. i'm so worn out from this weekend. we had a good time though!
hope all is well where you are.
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[06 Jul 2005|03:54pm] |
went and rode bikes with kim today. in the middle of the day, in the heat. BUT, it was awesome. i almost died, but it was awesome. we're guessing we rode somewhere between 6 and 7 miles. i've never felt so amazing in my life. and i got a pretty dark tan on my back. we got done riding about 45 minutes ago, and i'm just NOW starting to feel refreshed. that's some hard shit, but i'm uber proud of myself.
going over to randy's tonight for some lovin time, and he's goin to louisiana with me this weekend to meet my family. wtf? heh. <3 i heart that boy like CRAZY.
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[05 Jul 2005|10:32am] |
hope everyone had a good fourth.
mine was spent by the pool, and sittin inside the apartment playing video games with my mister. it was a nice time, for sure. we went a bunch of places this weekend, and we weren't away from eachother for like, 4 days. wtf? except work, and the occasional shower, of course. yum.
tonight, not sure what's on the agenda. gotta clean the house - it looks like hell from this weekend. heh. and i gotta go get my sister from a friends house here in a bit. i'll probably be goin over to randy's more than likely. and if not, i'll be sleepin. heh. yes. yes. yes.
i hope all is well with you crazy fuckers. everyone be safe. <3
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[01 Jul 2005|10:07am] |
went over to kim's lastnight. took randy with me. i think kim and mike liked him. who wouldn't? gah. he's amazing.
we had fun. hung out, played with the animals for a bit. talked, laughed, had a good time. and i really wanna do it again sometime soon. i kind of miss hangin out with them. i mean hell, i used to live with them - i got to see them every single day. and now i only get to see them once a freakin month. i hate that. but we'll definately start hangin out more, hopefully.
anyway, stayin at randy's tonight. lastnight was an adventure, for sure.
that's all for now i guess.
congrats on the boy, casce. i'm so proud of you and your super sperm. lmao. <3
get back soon, dan! we miss you over here, boy.
hope all is well where you are.
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[28 Jun 2005|11:15am] |
brayden goes back to shaun tomorrow. i need a break, and i feel bad saying that - but i do. not so much of a break from brayden, but from this house. and when he's here, i don't really get to leave the house a whole lot.
my parents are goin out of town this weekend, so i get to spend it with the randy. i'm excited.
hope all is well where you are.
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[23 Jun 2005|11:32am] |
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gah. randy is like my breath of fresh air, that has been much needed for quite some time now. i just saw him, ten hours ago - and i miss him like freakin crazy. he's goin out with some friends tonight, but i'm goin over there tomorrow night. and we may go watch a movie or somethin. i just love my time with him. he's amazing. amazing.
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[22 Jun 2005|10:34am] |
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me + randy = yesterday.
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[20 Jun 2005|12:46pm] |
i got another job.
sears teleserv.
it's not 100% sure, i have a phone interview tomorrow... but the lady said, more than likely, i'll get it. <3 yay. how exciting. ;p
$8.80/hr. 7am-3:30pm. five days a week. sundays + one weekday off. i gotta work saturdays, that's the only thing that sucks. -shrug- oh well.
miss you guys.
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[16 Jun 2005|10:50am] |
brayden was runnin a fever lastnight around dinner time. not sure why. i gave him medicine around 7pm and he hasn't run any since then. maybe he was just a tad dehydrated? hm. he was supposed to go to the babysitters today, but since he was runnin a fever lastnight, i kept him here with me today. he'll go back tomorrow, dependin on how he does the rest of the day.
i'm doin good. watched 'the machinest' lastnight with randy. excellent movie. although it was a little scary, so after he left, i sat on the phone with him, with all the lights on. heh. i'm such a baby. i have a ted buny movie that i wanna watch, so i think i'm gonna do that tonight.
been feelin really good lately, not sure why. but i like it. i've been really content with where i'm at in my life, and i think i'm finally movin on from all the crappy stuff that's happened in the past couple weeks.
hope everyone else is doin ok. you fuckers need to start updatin. i think some of you fell off the face of the earth.
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[13 Jun 2005|01:24pm] |
i enjoy my randy time, immensely.
i really do.
we met at the end of april, around the 27th. and we've seen eachother daily for the past week and a half. he's so awesome. we have a really good time together, and my parents love him, wtf?! ;p heh.
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[10 Jun 2005|06:58pm] |
i'm loving work. besides standing on my feet for 9 hours a day, it's pretty neat.
and i feel really smart when i say that i build computers for michael dell for a living. it's actually a pretty big accomplishment, if i do say so myself.
anyway, hanging out with the randy later tonight. he's so fun.
get paid in a week! woo hoo. ;p niiiice paycheck. <33
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[09 Jun 2005|04:47pm] |
today was a super day.
made $64, and met some cool people. i put 620 motherboards into their own computers today. dell.
i love being able to say... "oh, sorry - i can't hang out tonight. i gotta work tomorrow!"
suckahs. <3 ;p
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[08 Jun 2005|11:21am] |
i got a job. 7am til 4pm. eight dollars an hour.
i'm so amazing sometimes.
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